Last week was my first week back at work. I have to say I was just a little bit ready. I wish I didn't have to go back full time, two days a week would be perfect, maybe someday. It was nice to go back and realize that I didn't forget how to do my job. I missed Hudson like crazy but it made me feel good to miss him. I had spent 24/7 with him since the day he was born and I was ready to socialize with adults a bit during the day. I have realized that being a mom has changed me as a nurse. I have always loved pediatrics and working with kids but it's different now. I can picture Hudson in every single one of my patients and it makes me do more than what I thought was my best for all of them. At the end of the day it makes me incredibly thankful that I have a beautiful healthy baby. Hudson spent a few days with his daddy and one day with my mom and dad while I was at work so I knew he was in good hands. I am so lucky to have such amazing support from both my parents as well as Matt's.


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